Two Halves

Listen while you read.


A fairly large shift in my life is fast approaching and I'm getting ready to come out. And it's exciting! I'm doing some research online, looking up resources on coming out and reading stories. It's very encouraging to read stories from people who have been in my exact same situation. Right now I'm in the 'coming out to oneself' stage. It's a time of deep introspection and serious thought. It's like a business meeting where no body is allowed to leave until a proposal, or charter, is written in full and everybody agrees. Pizza is delivered, and some executives fall asleep in their chair.

I don't think about being queer so much at work or in public situations any more. Perhaps I'm finding an equalization by spending time researching and contemplating the future. It will be a terrible disappointment if I have to delay my debut as OUT.